I Have Holes In My Face (why i did it)

  • Published: 04 October 2019
  • Have you ever felt like you were locked into a small cage?

    That’s how I felt all my life growing up. My parents controlled everything I did. They told me how to dress and who to be friends with in school. And of course I was going to a 'girls only' school which meant I had never talked to a single guy other than my dad and my cousin Ralph.

    One night, me and my dad got into a fight because he didn’t allow me to have a sleep over at my classmates home. My dad was worried about my classmates brother who was the same age as me. He thought we would make out and have a baby or something.

    But I was 17 and so desperate for freedom, that that night I ran away from home and moved in with my cousin, Tara. My parents had no idea where I was and a crazy period in my life started. I made a complete 180 degree turn around and started partying every night. Then I got a big tattoo over my belly, just so I could send a photo of it to my dad to shock him.

    When he responded back, he called me a disgrace and told me to come back as long as I was a virgin.
    But I just replied “Oh, you are so naive dad.” And then I send him a photo of me kissing some random guy at a club.

    I can’t describe how much I enjoyed making my dad angry. And I thought very hard about what could be the most extreme thing I could do to shock him.

    But then I had the perfect idea. I would get 2 holes in my face. One on my left cheek and one on my right cheek.

    It wasn’t easy to find a body piercer who was willing to put holes into my face. Most thought I had some psychological issue.

    But where there is a will there's a way.
    And when it was finally done. It was the craziest thing I’ve ever seen. I ran home. Went to the bathroom, and brushed my teeth through one of the 2 holes while taking a selfie.

    Of course, I immediately sent it to my dad and said “this is all your fault”. It took him a whole day to respond, but all he said was “You are a disgrace. Don’t ever contact us again”.

    It felt so good to make my dad angry. But it came at a great cost. I started to become more and more self-destructive and for Christmas I sent all my parents neighbours a postcard with my face on it.

    I knew my dad cared a lot about his reputation. He wanted everyone to think we were the perfect family. But now everyone would see the truth.

    This time my responded by contacting the authorities and telling them I was mentally ill and needed to be locked away. But when they found me and did a psychiatric assessment, it only said I was depressed. So they couldn’t lock me away into a psychiatric ward.

    They also did a blood test on me and found out I was hepatitis B positive. I’m sure my boyfriend gave it to me. He slept with a new girl almost every night. And when we met we never used protection.

    I had always looked up to pop stars who did whatever they wanted and partied like crazy. But that life didn’t make me happy. I’m still trying to get out of it. But my life is such big mess, I don’t even know where to start.

    And by the way, why didn’t I just photoshop the 2 holes into my face on a photo? It would have been easier, faster and less painful. I could have still send a photoshopped image to my dad to make him angry. But now, my face is ruined forever.

    Gosh, my life is a night mare.

Comments • 8 850

  • lowery George
    lowery George  6 hours back

    Use me "wtf" Button

    • Eli Moffitt
      Eli Moffitt  10 hours back


      • Alimaora Kimi
        Alimaora Kimi  12 hours back


        • •Haze-l•
          •Haze-l•  15 hours back

          You could have just got ear, nose, eyebrow, lip or any other piercing but no!
          (I would have just gotten a septom piercing and an eyebrow to troll him but ok)

          • BigBrotherMateyka
            BigBrotherMateyka  1 days back

            Him: How many holes in your face would you like?
            Her: Yes.

            • Jelena Lukic
              Jelena Lukic  1 days back

              Do you stil hav thos holes in your face?

              • lacey Anderson
                lacey Anderson  1 days back

                WTF, why did you ruin your life just to get your dad's reaction!!!!?????

                • Abdullah Nashbat
                  Abdullah Nashbat  2 days back

                  It’s your fault I have whatsoever 0 pity on you

                  • larry crane
                    larry crane  2 days back

                    wtf moment

                    • rainbow love
                      rainbow love  2 days back

                      you shod love your self

                      • La vie en rose —-
                        La vie en rose —-  2 days back

                        Her ways of rebelling is pity. She’s put herself in danger just to irritate her family??? Why?? They never cared about your opinions and feelings in the first place. So why??? She should’ve taken the advice to get checked up by a psychiatrist

                        • hushkewibble shoo shoo

                          what kind of-

                          • Dark foxy Leo
                            Dark foxy Leo  2 days back

                            Me: *sees this video*
                            Also me: is she da colossal titan but female

                            • Mabel Martinez
                              Mabel Martinez  2 days back

                              At 3:31 where did the holes on the cheek go?

                              • The most random Channel ever!

                                This is so dumb like all these videos

                                • Kaylee Mayer
                                  Kaylee Mayer  3 days back

                                  I SCREAMED SO LOUD EVERY .1 SECOND

                                  • Amber MacKenzie
                                    Amber MacKenzie  3 days back

                                    Sooo she did all this cuz she couldn’t have a sleepover. THEY WERE LOOKING OUT FOR U god sake

                                    • Dark Cloud
                                      Dark Cloud  3 days back

                                      Now make this one: I cut my genitals when I was a teenager because I want other sex, the stupid society applause me so I take the decision. Now I have 30 and my life is fuked by a bunch of retards who let a 12 yo kid think he is mentally mature .

                                      • Movie Box
                                        Movie Box  3 days back

                                        You’re an idiot

                                        • Aiko Alpha
                                          Aiko Alpha  3 days back

                                          "I have holes in my face"

                                          Jodie:"You think your life is hard?"
                                          "I wear 13 size Nikes,MENS"

                                          • Steven
                                            Steven  3 days back

                                            This dumb bitch

                                            • Maria F
                                              Maria F  3 days back


                                              • Salty girl_ YT
                                                Salty girl_ YT  3 days back

                                                So she put holes 🕳 in her face because her dad said no to a sleepover?!

                                                • ANDY GAMER
                                                  ANDY GAMER  3 days back


                                                  • AJ Iler
                                                    AJ Iler  3 days back

                                                    We all have holes in our face, they are called pores

                                                    • Mahlaney Lashley-Jones

                                                      Her: My parent's wouldn't let me have a sleep over, so I ran away.
                                                      Got drunk often,
                                                      Partied every night,
                                                      Made out with random guys,
                                                      Dated a guy who cheats on me,
                                                      Got an std,
                                                      and put holes in my face.
                                                      Because. Of. A. SLEEPOVER.

                                                      • Goat_fam
                                                        Goat_fam  4 days back

                                                        R u related 2 spongebob.....just asking no hate love u😊😊

                                                        • KM S
                                                          KM S  4 days back

                                                          Did you guys see Mang in the picture and van in the window on 0:32

                                                          • TeChNovore -PRO
                                                            TeChNovore -PRO  5 days back

                                                            Did you learn your lesson,

                                                            I BET YOU DID!!!😑😑😑🤭🧐

                                                            • Sheldon
                                                              Sheldon  5 days back

                                                              you deserve

                                                              • Demet Ulker
                                                                Demet Ulker  5 days back

                                                                Can u promise me no more yucky stuff

                                                                • Landon Boykin
                                                                  Landon Boykin  5 days back

                                                                  Her says i have holes in her face

                                                                  Me watching the video: i thought she had holes in her face WTF YOU LIEING

                                                                  • yueika Yu
                                                                    yueika Yu  5 days back

                                                                    This girl is so stupid

                                                                    • Outloat
                                                                      Outloat  5 days back

                                                                      She is Heath Ledger

                                                                      • MSP Roe
                                                                        MSP Roe  6 days back

                                                                        White girl problems

                                                                        • Charlines Music
                                                                          Charlines Music  6 days back

                                                                          1:58 I can relate

                                                                          • Kitty Cat
                                                                            Kitty Cat  6 days back

                                                                            Why doesn't she put paper 📝 on her holes on her face?? The colour of her face?

                                                                            • steven darnley
                                                                              steven darnley  6 days back

                                                                              Waste of time

                                                                              • Expired
                                                                                Expired  6 days back

                                                                                I’m just worried about that GIANT AMOUNT OF TEETH SHE HAS

                                                                                • LIFE GOT ME QUAKING
                                                                                  LIFE GOT ME QUAKING  7 days back

                                                                                  Lmao *Fucking Idiot*

                                                                                  • Doggo 16
                                                                                    Doggo 16  1 weeks back

                                                                                    I have nostrils

                                                                                    • tee reams
                                                                                      tee reams  1 weeks back

                                                                                      Do you still have holes on your cheeks

                                                                                      • Stefano Rinaldi
                                                                                        Stefano Rinaldi  1 weeks back

                                                                                        What an imbecile...

                                                                                        • Quib TPQ
                                                                                          Quib TPQ  1 weeks back

                                                                                          How does she drink and eat

                                                                                          • Sawy
                                                                                            Sawy  1 weeks back

                                                                                            dang this shet is stupid

                                                                                            • First Order Trooper
                                                                                              First Order Trooper  1 weeks back

                                                                                              This girl is a big piece of Shushu.

                                                                                              • Snezle boi
                                                                                                Snezle boi  1 weeks back

                                                                                                I'd still date ya no matter how many holes are in your face because I think it's kinda cool that you have holes in your face

                                                                                                • NessaB x
                                                                                                  NessaB x  1 weeks back

                                                                                                  She has problems